Monday, November 17, 2008

under a stone

note: song

I want you
You want me
I feel you- It's
you I see
and when
the lights go out
It's like
I need to shout

You are the best of everything
You do the things that make me, sane
And when I am alone, in pain --

You're there

and so I can't complain

(music interlude)

I feel like I'm walking on a cloud
My thoughts echo so clear, loud
but
I'm sick
I'm sick of life
Sometimes
I want to die
Sometimes
I want to live
Sometimes
I can forgive

(higher)
And sometimes----- I feel
so alone
And sometimes------ I feel like
I'm under a stone
And sometimes It's hard to walk away
Sometimes
I just want you to stay

Away
Stay away from me
Stay away

Stay away from me
You're making me insane
(in background)
Stay away
from me
your making me insane

I just want be alone
right now

(subdued)
sometimes I feel like I 'm under a stone
(pause)
sometimes I feel like I just want be
alone

(high, pretty)
sometimes when the moon hits on the ground
And your shadow shelters me from all the sounds
A little birdie wraps it's wings around the young
After it has sung
It's lullaby goodnight

I'm ashamed so say
that I want to live life this way

And when the sky is gray
I'll think of you
And of yesterday

so stay

Away

from me...


Because

I can

not breath...

and when

you

are near--

I love you so,

my dear,
I fear,

you are so gentle--
All that's left is good

So please

Become what's left of me---

Inside of me

(higher)
And sometimes----- I feel
so alone
And sometimes------ I feel like
I'm under a stone
Sometimes It's hard to walk away
Sometimes
I just want you to stay

Away
Stay away from me
Stay away
Stay away

Stay away from me
You're making me
insane

Stay away
from me

I just want be alone
right now

3 comments:

Penguin said...

wow. this is amazing. when'd you write it? is it recent or one of those you wrote a while ago and are still in the process of putting up? if its recent, i'm sorry. i could make a couple guesses of what its about. and even if i'm wrong, i can definitely sympathise. i do wish to hear you sing this though. i actually had your voice in my head a little bit because you elaborated on the highs and lows, etc, so i was trying to hear it. but it doesn't work so well when i know no melody. i was making a crummy one up in my head so that i could hear your voice singing it. i would really like to hear a good melody with your voice in this song.

Golden Guitar said...

thankyou. It is recent, by that I mean a few days old. however, it is partailly made up, in that there is some hope in this song, a possibility, something in existance that I'm hinting to. However, in real life there is zero hope. Not that that's a bad thing. I only get depressed about it every so often.
Anyways, I guess I could sing it to you when ever I see you next; however, I can't let your expectations be toe high, or your opionion be too formed until you hear it, because it may be completly different than what you are thinking

Penguin said...

song-wise, i really can't think anything right now. i'm incapable of thinking of non-existant melodies. it just doesn't work in my head, so what i heard was closer to a chant. so basically anything in sung form will sound better than what was in my head.