safety in sadness

There is a
safety in sadness
relief to the madness
and a hope and a light to the pain
the things that we should do
the things that we have to, the
appeal to all that is vain
Uncertainty is everything and
pleasure is menacing and
while this all contradicts
I live for the crying,
I live for the aching,
I live for the skid's gentle kiss
home is the heartache
flight is the fall down
and for me its the hurt is bliss
we are what we give you
ashamed of the tribute
to following that which we know
so why do i hold you
pot you, confine you,
instead of just letting you go?