Why is mimi sad?
as she cries alone in bed
sobbing in the pillow,
wishing she were dead.
The lights flicker
from high above,
and she forgets what's wrong,
a halleluyah chorus rings
and she's lost in it's song.
Where did day's loving light go?
lost behind the clouds,
her conscious flickers past her eyes,
the soul of all her sounds
And she can feel your presence here,
how it hesitates,
from fear of "no"s
and "maybe so"s
or maybe even hate.
Still, you wonder to yourself
eyes dimmed against the light,
staring at her, jaw clenched tight
you're constrained with all your might.
Mimi isn't sad
she just knows the truth
the innocence of older days
the lies that they tell to youth
So why does mimi cry
as she lies alone in bed
sobbing in the pillow
wishing she were dead.
Cuz dead is better than this place
a place of foolish dreams
The place where mimi cries today,
the place where mimi screams
6 comments:
:(:(:( *hug*
i'm not gonna lie to you, or try to make you feel better. i'm just gonna say, i know how you feel. do you wanna hold hands and scream together?
I need you to be alive. That is all. Your corruption and your purity have necessarycomponents in my life.
thank you penguin... sure. and thank you truuretsu.
it feels weird being called by my pseudonym by you because you usually call me by my real name. it also felt weird typing this comment because for whatever reason i kept trying to switch all the b's and m's.
but bottom line, i want you to know that even though i'm not physically here for you, i'm still here for you, and if you ever want, i can push my schedule around and hold hands with you and scream (or do something more... lets say optimistic if you so wish).
okay, holding hands and screaming sounds good
wanna do it in an empty parking lot? ;);)
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